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| | | Never Let Go
I remember the day at the time I was in grade three.
I was in the hospital on the morning of my surgery.
There was so much I was scared of would I wake up I just didn't know.
So I held onto my dad so tight not wanting to let go.
I remember when I weighed two hundred and ten pounds all the food I used to eat.
Pop chips burgers and anything sweet.
I couldn't seem to stay on a diet for more then two weeks in a row,
But in July of 2002 I finally let food go.
I remember the night and the words that girl said.
While I was on top having sex with her in a single bed.
She looked at me and said Len
So does this mean I can call u my boyfriend?
I said yes and often wonder if even in the dark she could have saw my face glow.
That was a night of sex where I held her and never let go.
A few months into the relationship that girl left me for another guy.
I'll never forget the nearly unbearable pain and tears that I cried.
There was a time when I just didn't know.
If I'd ever be able to let her go.
But like after every relationship you just seem to find a way to move on.
Other loves have come but they too are now gone.
So it's one thirty am and here I am in my home.
Single and lonely writing this poem
I'm awake yet dreaming of a love with a woman we can start watch and help grow.
A love that will make us never want to let each other go.
-Len Sterling-1 Comments
Tuesday Sep-4-07 7:41 PM |
 | | 411: | | Chatham, Ontario | | Stats: | | age 26 single male | | Seeking: | | women for anything | | Last On: | | Dec-3-08 12:50 PM |
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